Hallucination

I listen what I want to hear,I stopped listening to the truth because of my fear, I m living in hallucination, It’s like giving dope to my brain, My brain get drain, like human without waggishness, I stop being wallflower, becomes glad hander.                    

I remember one quote of jean vanier –

Life is succession of cries and moments, when we have to rediscover who we are and we really want.

Truth inside me, when I discover in me like rebirth of me, I m blank now, no thoughts, no fear, no anxiety, Just devoutness that I never discover before, before I thought that I m rider of my life, I find that I was foolish that time. Maturity, one discovers, has everything to do with the acceptance of ‘not knowing~ Mark Z. Danielewski 

Truth always inside me, as I never bother to listen as always . I got peace when I meet my fears, the only way to hear my voice.

God gave me life, my only wish to mop-up the havoc (mess), Before life comes to an end . 

When we face our fears, than we have no place to hide, when we accept the truth, than we have a peace . 

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next.~Gilda Radner# quote

Delicious Ambiguity.